There
is a Man
Laura Trapp
No one knows how long
he had suffered, how long he had endured the shame.
The disease had taken its toll on his body, his very
life. He had lost contact with all of those close to
him, because of the stigma and fear of leprosy. His
family, children, brothers, sisters, and friends,
had all left him. His only companions were others
who bore that same mark. It had numbed his body to
the natural feeling of pain, so that fingers and
toes had been lost due to injury. Even his face,
once strong and noble, had been disfigured. He
draped it with rags, so that others would not have
to gaze on the horror of it. There was no one to go
to, no where to turn. For all practical purposes,
his life was over. He had become one of the living
dead, waiting for the disease to consume him, one
piece at a time.
But
then, he heard about a Man.
He heard that this Man was teaching in the
villages of Galilee, near his hovel of a home. And
he was told that this Man was different…that he
was a friend of sinners and the sick alike. He was
told that this Man had a power like no other, and a
compassion to match it: the power to heal the
hopeless, to transform the shamed, to cleanse the
filthy, and a compassion that did not turn and hide
its head in disgust or self righteousness from the
worst evil.
Taking his chances,
he began to make his way to where he heard this Man
was speaking. He did not expect to encounter such
large crowds surrounding him, but he did not let
that deter him. Pressing on through the crowds, he
shouted, “Unclean! Unclean!” as the Law
required, watching them melt away before him, like
butter on the hot sand. They wanted nothing to do
with him. Some pitied him, but most loathed him,
fearing the contamination of his touch.
With
the determination of a drowning man, he moved
forward, until he could see the Master up ahead. He
shouted from a safe distance and above the roar of
the crowd, “LORD! If you are willing, you
can make me clean!”
Somehow he knew. Somehow, faith rose up
within him at the sight of this stranger. Here was a
Man like no other. Here was his one Hope.
Gently pushing
through the crowd, the Man approached him, as the
leper looked away, covering himself with his filthy
garments. Stooping low and covering himself with the
rags, he tried to spare the Man the full revelation
of his disfiguring condition, and the contamination
of his very breath.
He crouched low on the ground, in abject
humility, waiting simply for some word from Him.
But,
wonder of wonders, instead of a word, he felt a touch!
The leper, who had not experienced the touch of
another human for so long, could not believe it. He
tried to pull away, but the Man firmly gripped him,
in a determined embrace, pulling away the dirty
garments, and caressing his corrupt flesh. He
exposed his shame, not to judge him, but to heal
him. Gently He said, “I am willing. Be
clean!” In amazement, the leper watched as his
ugliness was transformed into a thing of beauty, as
the hardened and hideous skin was changed before his
eyes. The very point of shame and reproach had been
changed into a revelation of God’s glory, as his
skin was restored like that of a young child.
Friend,
what are you hiding today? What is that place of
shame that you keep carefully covered, that even
isolates you from closeness to others? Where is that
hidden thing in your life that is ugly and
contaminating? You have borne it for so long, it has
become a part of you, of who you think you are.
You have long ago given up hope that you can
be healed, cleansed, and freed from it. You just try
to keep it covered and keep that part of your life
isolated and hidden from the judgmental crowds
around you.
But
there is a Man. There is a Man who will not judge
you, but will touch you in that most dark place, if
you will but come to Him and cry out in your need.
There is a Man who is touched by the feelings of our
infirmities, for He Himself partook of our humanity.
Is
it the stain of pornography? Is it the pain of
childhood abuse? Is it some dark, regretful
experience of your youth? Haven’t you carried the
weight of it long enough? There is a Man. He will
embrace you with compassion. He will touch you and
make you whole, and restore your innocence with His
supernatural, transforming power. He will heal you
with His love.
But
you must come to Him first. You must push through
the crowd. You must fall at His feet. You must cry
out.
He
will touch you. And you will never be the same
again.
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